because we're all together, never alone

Lots of thoughts been going on in my head recently. Seems like everything's telling me a lil something.

From now on I will be aware that no matter what I do, no matter how I feel, I'm not the only one doing it, not alone in feeling it. I just need to find my way somehow, either with sure footsteps or with uncertain hands groping the darkness before me.

My heart can't feel everything. I need my eyes and my mind to help me.

I will make my decision when I know it's right. I will find the love when I feel it. I will be brave, brave enough to let tears fall, wipe them away, and move on.

When the time is right.

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To you:
I guess we've all changed. I guess that change brought us apart. Or maybe not. Maybe there were other reasons. I don't know. But whatever it is, we don't feel anything, we(I) stopped trying to salvage anything, and that really says something more than words can ever describe.
I'm glad I felt the least for this ending out of all others. Or maybe there's just too many mixed feelings. I don't know.

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Sorry for the bablings. Need to get stuff off my system.

Why oh why doesnt blogger have private posts features. I want to switch but I want my archives too. Sigh.