Seriously, I don't know why I'm back here. I might just switch back to good old blogger for good in time to come. Or maybe the reason why this space still appeals could be because no one comes in here anymore, since I started the lj. Or at least that's what I think.

Anyway, lately I've been wondering why it seems as though life is so bleak and, monotone? And it's not just me I'm sure. I've been seeing/hearing little complains of life being unmotivating and all. What is it about this period that makes life seem harder to live? How did goals and dreams get so foggy all of a sudden? Why is it so darn difficult to keep that once burning flame of passion alive?

I want to feel alive again, to feel like I am living everyday the right way, to know what I want and where I'm going to head, and to have the confidence and inquisitiveness to head there.

But how am I going to get back all that? Someone teach me, please?

Sometimes you wonder who are the ones who are true and will stick around, and you begin to realise that there will always be the few people who appear close but no, they really aren't. They really are just really good friends for a fun period of time until you start to drift apart.

And that's when you begin to wonder, if there'll ever be any single soul who'll really stick it out with you and share similar values in life. Someone who really knew all your likes and dislikes, who've seen you grow up, whom you know can trust, and can entrust your faith in the relationship, knowing that no matter where and when, there's still that friend who cares, and whom you can see growing old with.

I'm trying again, to have faith in this last possible one. I hope all will be well.
I hope this time I won't be wrong.

After the walk

Because sometimes when you're in another country you tend to think more, and you see things from far away, and realise that there are so many little things that you've missed. The closer you are to them, the less obvious they appear to be.

I wonder what you're doing now, I wonder if you're also wondering what I'm doing. I'm walking the streets of a place I do not know, that I have never been to. Are you doing the same too?

I think I really will miss this place. I didn't think I would as much, but then again, I didn't think I'll miss Singapore, yet I did. I'm starting to really see the place I'm now living in, and I'm taking it all in the way I would back in Singapore.

Only 5 more days. Then it's back to the old life.

Alright I'm blogging here cos I can't access livejournal here in china I have no idea why. And I really want to blog right now even though I've forgotton that I actually have blogs the past 2 weeks or so. So I'm back at blogger for awhile. Even though I doubt anyone will find this post. Oh well.

Anyway. China's been nice and I miss home.

Hmm. Next topic.

You know how sometimes in life you know you want to go far and to others you appear to be reaching out but deep down you really feel like you havent done anything to improve yourself and then you see how much others have been doing. Wow long sentence there but whatever.

Dont really know what my point was but just felt the need to get that out.

Right. Debrief time. Bye.

Because it has been a long while..

Because it has been a long while since I last posted here. Just felt like it all of a sudden. Am bored of the first post whenever I come here.

Life has been changing so much, it's quite hard to believe.

3 weeks of china soon, then 1 pathetic week of holidays. Timbre and cycling please.

Goodbye.

officially moved

http://yapyingster.livejournal.com

Think i'll miss blogger for awhile, but i really feel the need for private entries. Anyway, this one's not gonna be deleted.

So bye.

Hello.

Am sorry if the layout appears to be weird because it works perfectly fine for me. The layout's quite off in the school's ie for some weird reason.

Yea.

Bye.